Last week I went on a date with a guy from OkCupid. The conversational-chemistry was there: the repartee was witty and conversation topics varied from passionate to silly but about half way through the date, even though I was having a good time, I realized I didn’t feel that umph (or “zsa-zsa-zu” for other SATC devotees). It just wasn’t there. I couldn’t imagine growing a desire to climb into bed with this guy. And while a few of my friends, including myself, have taken to the logic “if the first date doesn’t suck, it was good” are we kidding ourselves? Should I be expecting more or is this openness good?
If we’re going to go down this Sex and the City side street then it is also necessary to note that Charlotte wasn’t into Harry at first either but he won her over with sex and uninhibited love for her neuroses and eventually made her very happy. I know it was a scripted show but there must be some truth to it… doesn’t there?
On a different note: my weekend was lovely. Empowered by the rush of an amazing new haircut from Fumi Brooklyn Salon, I hit the town Saturday evening with lady-friends determined to take someone home. Further fueled by some wine, beer and tequila, the evening was a success.
The Artist was english (with a swoon inducing accent), slightly tattooed and entirely into post-coital, sleep cuddling.
I don’t think I’ve cuddled like that with someone I wasn’t seriously dating since my last unsuccessful relationship, years ago. That level of spooning (the kind where you breath into each other all night probably causing a minor amount of carbon dioxide poisoning) was the kind of relationship-specific-event I had forgotten. I won’t say I didn’t enjoy this reintroduction but generally speaking it’s not my style because I get too hot and sweaty when I sleep (which also explains why I leave my bedroom window open during the winter and my AC on high during the summer). But as an intense 180 from my most recent bed-tenants and in light of my re-prioritization it was a great change of pace. So much so that where the sex wasn’t the same wham-bam it was pleasantly exhilarating and intimate.
While I wouldn’t say our connection otherwise was out of this world, the Artist’s level of cuddle-loving has me wondering: is it possible for someone to cuddle/spoon SO HARD and not call you for a followup? Sure there seems to be more of an alternative when the sex is overall kind of distant. Not that I mind in all cases but there’s something about being bent over (even in the sexiest way possible) that doesn’t necessarily suggest that you’re going to get a callback. But this kind of intimate sleeping arrangement prompts other thoughts: does it matter who or would a body pillow suffice? if you love it so much, why wouldn’t you prolong your current situation as long as possible if not until you move onto the next? or is it more a “see it, got to have it” but “out of sight, out of mind” kind of desire?
Only time will tell, I suppose.
For me, it’s back to an afternoon of listening to Lily Allen and Lana Del Ray and then out to dinner and out for a friend’s last night in town.
And for you, coming soon will be some of the most impressionable messages I’ve received on online dating sites ranging from insightful to shockingly, hilariously bad. That’s right, even the ridiculous opening messages you send are not safe. Jakesjakes – all identities will be spared but their sentiments are something to be enjoyed.
Until then.